Tuesday, December 05, 2006

Roller Coaster........of Love?

Tomorrow is my anniversary. I will have been married to him for nine years and in love with him for much longer than that. However this is not the happy occasion it should be. As I write this he is living in another state with another woman. So why are we still married you ask? Very good question and I don't have the answer. My situation did however get my creative juices flowing, to the delight of my sister and I cranked out another poem. Short and to the point.

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nine years ago
our hearts intertwined
twenty witnesses
our perfect day
two vows
our life together
one broken heart
our separate ways we've gone

Part of me hopes he reads this and part of me hopes he doesn't. For the last nine months I have been on a roller coaster relationship ride from hell. As much as I want the ride to stop and get off, I now know that part of me will always be on it, no matter how hard I try to forget. There have been things said and things done that really bother me, which leads me to believe that I still care even though I deny it. And I'm afraid there is a small part of me that still loves and always will.

2 comments:

Princess LadyBug said...

Sis, you know how I feel because I'm not one to hold back. So I only have one thing left to say...

Pony up and be a REAL man for once in your miserable, self-centered life. Give my sister a divorce so she can get on with her life and you & your cognitively-challenged girlfriend can get on with yours. Stop using my sister as an excuse to not marry that brain-trust you're living with.

Well that was more than one thing, but maybe something might get through that thick head of his.

Cleggy said...

I've never met the guy, but in my opinion if he can't see what he's missing out on with you, he doesn't deserve you.

He needs to sign the papers and set you free.

Just my two cents. Collect fifty of these, and you can exchange them for $1.00!